i lay here in bed and think about how it would feel to have you here next to me, to have your hand enclosed in mine and feeling the soft pulse that resonates through the soft skin of your fingertips. all i see are the gentle hues of the sun against the dimming sky, and i think about how insignificant it probably seems in comparison to the galaxies that form and radiate in your eyes, for the descending sun is merely a speck in the solar systems that inhabit your heart, mind, eyes, and soul.