Ah America, the land of the free, Where you are supposed to be living happy. But not all Americans seem to be able to see, Why some of us feel so **** ******.
“Oh, you’ll get through this don’t worry!”, they say. “Something affecting your feelings can’t be a disease.” they preach. These sayings are pretty stupid and cliche, And it just shows that understanding depression is far out of their reach.
I have no sympathy for the people who say these things to me, Because they don’t have a ******* clue how depression destroys you. How would you like to feel completely worthless or to feel like an amputee? This is way more than simply feeling a little blue.
I feel like the part of my brain that should tell me to be happy is missing, And it was replaced by a voice telling me that slitting my wrists is the next best thing. Now matter how hard I fight it that voice will be in the back of my head just hissing, Telling me the blood dripping down my arm is worth the sting.
Depression is like having an obnoxious mean friend, Who you try to hide from everyone until it is too obvious he’s here. No matter how hard you try to shake him you end up making amends, And instead of letting people try to help you just try to disappear.
Depression takes you away from everyone who loves you, It isolates you and traps you in the corner. And slowly every hateful thing it whispers to you becomes true, The you that was there before is now gone and you mourn her.
You will never be the same person as you were before you met depression, You will be a living person trapped in a dead girl’s shell. You will feel tired and angry from all of that repression, And living this way alone feels an awful lot like hell.
How long will it take for people to realize this isn’t “just a phase”? How many have to hang from their closet for people to understand? Depression lasts forever it’s not a few ******* days, And suicides are caused by depression’s twisted evil hands.
A person who is murdered by depression is not a coward, And they sure as hell are not selfish that’s for sure. They felt completely abused and overpowered, And to them their struggle had no other cure.
I think it is time for the world to get a couple tips, Depression is real and it is alive. You cannot tell someone to “get a grip”, They don’t need to be reprimanded they need to thrive.