Why are you holding onto all this pent up emotion? An honest statement begs the question. Whats a vial to you but another solution? A conduit to a hopeless profession. Is it your destiny to be written, or have the honor of being forgotten? Synthesize your thoughts unto a sprawl of black inscription on your knees praying for relief from physical depiction. "It could be worse," in the mirror you rehearse. Until its over you'll never know. Just plant the seed and watch it grow.