The air is muggy hot cicadas buzzing, whirring I like the white noise when my head is churning. The whole of existence the current of time it loves me with insistence that I listen to the rhyme of beating wings and wind blown leaves. I hear it like an infant nubile (new bile) and the anger creates dissonance a counter to my smile. And I cannot ask. I cannot need. There is no mask. I am just me. The Universe is pleading with my heart to see... and I see it. I feel it in my being like current rushing strong and steady. My hands become heavy. My feet become roots. The soil is my boots. And there I hear you calling... that invocation my elation ... and I have always known it. Your voice is like a mooring dock I am fixed upon it's spot. And when I feel it I know you feel it.