I get cold sweats when I think about leaving you I try to cope with the rush of emotion The jumble of sadness and frustration and anger I struggle for a moment when the thought crosses my mind Comprehending our goodbye is impossible Not being with you is unfathomable I just thank you for giving me your music And therefore your soul Whenever I listen to the same songs that have fluttered in your ears and swirled around your head I can feel you close to me A piece of you is near And it becomes easier to stand not being next to you on our sleeping bag under the stars It makes it so that this quilt on my bed is enough to keep me warm At least for the time being