I use to write like it was my only way to get oxygen about all the things I wanted to do places I dreamed to go people I had met and those I hoped to one day meet my writing brought memories back to life people back to life feelings back to life it would stop the the hands of time but now I can't write because when I do I write about you and it brings it all back and I feel like I do after running a mile in the middle of spring and I'm asthmatic
Every morning I wake up and re-live this nightmare.