I'm sorry if I scare you away with the thoughts in my head but everytime I lay in my bed everything runs through my mind like is this the right one or dang why can't you have fun my happiness is there but my mind is telling it to go down even though when you come around everything magically falls into place there's still this voice in the back of my mind saying remember last time so please don't run when everything I say comes out like a doubt but what can you expect from someone who's been broken and can't find all of their pieces how can you find pieces when they're all engraved in the people who lied the most and now the one who cared the most can't even enjoy the great gift they've been given