Longing for freedom
Longing for peace
Longing for calm
Longing for ease

Longing for anything to disrupt this pain
This pain that just won't stop
It won't stop
Just ******* stop!
I'm tired of you
Please go away
All this pain you're causing me
Just can't seem to fade
I'm longing for strength
I'm longing for something to get me through
I'm longing for the ability to finally wake
From this nightmare I am done with
What am I saying, I don't deserve a break,
The quality of my actions aren't enough
Just ******* shake
this feeling out from inside of me
I am no where near getting better
I am alone, don't you agree?


I've longed for worth
I've longed for meaning
I've longed too long for happiness