I want to hold you down
And tear the apathy from the marrow of your bones
I want to watch you shatter in my hands
And absorb your every scream, every shout, every moan.

I want to make you bleed
From every pore and every orifice
I want to glue you together
Then tear you apart bit-by-bit.

I want to love you straight to Hell
And hate you back up to Heaven
I want to hold you so tight that
Your bones will break, and you'll let them.

I want to take you to oblivion
And lose reality and existence beneath us
I want to betray you and hurt you
And spend eternity regaining your trust.
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I want you to want me
In all the same insane ways I want you
I want you to want this, to want
The things I want to do.