Sometimes I wonder if you really care. When I always come second, and it's obvious I do. Stop denying it; that hurts even more. I wish I could trust you. But when you blatantly disregard your promises, I believe you less and less. It's sad how oblivious you are to my feelings. You can't even tell when you're pushing it. So I don't know how to deal with you anymore. "Actions speak louder than words." Whoever said that must have known you! Because you don't act like you love me. Actually, once she shows up, I disappear. After everything I do for you, this is how you treat me? Like I'm a convenient person to use? Too bad I'm done being used. I'm done with all your crap. If you really loved me, you'd show me. You'd try to step into my shoes for a minute. But maybe you don't even care enough to do that. I don't even know anymore.