Memories of past present and future invade my personal space, strangling me with their claws of deception. I struggle against them, desperately trying to escape, the impression they leave suffocating and reaching with long tendrils for my most inner thoughts. The darkness is almost touching me now, dancing, playing, teasing. Just so slowly spreading into my world and my life. I can’t control it, only decide to live with it, understanding it and fighting it every day. Until i can’t fight it anymore, and then the small light which was burning slowly, was fading fast. It was close to me now, circling dangerously, i tried to escape but found myself jumping into the void, greeting it as an old friend.