I’m trying to grasp the concept of your hands grasping me, and there’s light in your serenely contorted sweat; Bulging veins pressed against sweet warm delicate mouths exerting a mass of please, and please what?, and a quiet commotion of soft tongues making love, fighting slow and easy for something like a longer I love you, maybe, or another tight grip towards a vulnerable destination, where angels live in the whites of your glassy eyes, but I just want heavens doors to slam shut. I might be the devil and I demand: “Oh please dear god”, but my body is your only savior and getting on your knees to worship a little never hurt anyone. I ache for your touch, till your flames are still I am swimming in thoughts of your ice-made skin, and I am satisfied with hypothermia Beg for you to watch me choke on my breaths until you can write a whole new list of tasteful sins on my naked flesh. I want to swallow you whole, want to melt away with you until we deliquesce into one. I crave you and me a few hundred tick-tocks full of skin on tender post-possessed skin.