i wish i could tear out my eyes,
give them to you,
so you could see what i see,
the world i'm sometimes unwillingly sent to.

everything here is scary,
everything here is darker,
everything here is duller,
everything here is bad.

i don't like the feelings i get when i come here,
i'm so far away,
but at the same time i'm trapped,
everything is closing in on me.

*n.l.b