Complete the sentences:
I am:  so much more than I give myself credit for.
I want:  to smile, and mean it.
I wish:  so much didn't have to be a secret, because it's tiring.
I hate:  that I don't hate him.
I miss:  normal, even though I am not sure I know what normal is.
I fear:  nights, noises, intimacy.
I hear:  the unkind words in my dreams. But also the kind ones, when I'm awake. ( I just struggle to believe them, but I hear.)
I wonder:  if he's sorry.
I regret:  not telling sooner.
I am not:  what was done to me.
I dance:  only when I am drunk.
I sing:  in the car.
I cry:  at night, most nights, as quietly as I can.
I am not always:  OK when I say I am.
I make with my hands:  representations of how I see the world, but sometimes they are disturbing.
I write:  in my journal, almost every night.
I confuse:  people's busyness with uncaring.
I need:  to take better care of myself.
I should:  think positive.