this is the part where your feet share a slip on shoe because you felt hot, and now you're cold again, and one shoe is cozier than two.
honestly, watching a man inch past me with a dull red shirt and a duller red walker to match, socked feet swollen in brown Velcro sandals makes my own legs twitch and my heart sing; it reminds me to take a flying leap from this table outside a conventional coffee shop and kick my legs into a graceful stride until I trip on a pebble and come tumbling down-- such is the art in my elegant facade, of which I am only convinced.
really, I'm just here so I can write, pretend that I'm a fancy published writer with leagues of followers salivating at the thought of new words from my finger tips that frankly do type at hare speed.
I'm writing to the beats and poetry of your songs, the playlist you created and shared once you asked for my instagram handle. enthralled is a good word: I'm enthralled by you, by your presence and the tiny amount of ****** hair under your chin, how you arch your eyebrow and push back your long hair, shorter on the sides all around.
when I close my eyes your hand is on the smallest of my back, and you're guiding me in front of you, along a narrow walkway, until we reach steep stairs, and we laugh at where we are because we've both been here before, before this moment that connected you and I and the others around us who faded once morning grew near. mocking vampires, we welcomed the sunlight and ran in its wake, shoulders bouncing, hair whipping in the mist, laughing hysterically.