*******, and it's definitely past afternoon. I need a better motivation than coffee and people possibly leaving me alone. I slept in my clothes and smell like fire. Ignition- I need to ignite something. I'm scared of drugs though. Talk about drugs; even a prescription. We were making sense once. My face has melted like butter into the flannel sheets and pillow cases. Be awake for what? Dreaming lucidly but unaware- just like real life? I don't think I've woken up. I just have coffee in me now. I've been on both feet.