It'll hurt until it doesn't, and that's the only truthful answer I can give you.
***** anyone who says to get over it.
That it should take "this long" or "that long".
It takes
As long as it takes.
It will tear you apart inside every **** day,
Until suddenly you notice that you spent an hour without thinking of it.
And then a few.
And then a week,
And
Quickly and slowly,
You realize your wound has scarred over.
It'll hurt until the day it doesn't.
That is the only truth.