She fell in to the hands of darkness and wept the world all of a sudden ceased to exist, she hoped, "If only a drop of moonlight fell on the cheerful courtyard of the time past, and show me the happy scenes of yore, children yelling aloud and playing around, as if nothing will ever happen to break my peace"
Alone beyond mind, she soared in to a stillness, it was deep, then light, so soft and fizzy surrounded her gathered her in hands like her dear mother, she felt light, pain vanished, didn't know how much time passed, felt like all burdens were lifted.
Light was wisdom timeless, it told her, time has light feet, from illusion it comes and returns to it's fold all things good and bad in to fathomlessness dissolve. "Forget the bleakness of the dark waters my dear, you are the beaming white lotus, floating eternally above it."
"Asato ma sad gamaya (lead me from ignorance to truth) Tamaso ma jyothir gamaya (lead me from darkness to light) Mrityorma amrutham gamaya(lead me from death to immortality) Shanhi......shanti ......shanti " (Peace..Peace.....peace) ------Brahadaranyaka Upanishad