I am having a hard time taking care of myself.
I'm not eating, I'm cutting, I'm beating myself down.

I am having a hard time believing that I am worth anything to anyone.
The shame of the abuse and the weight of carrying secrets
is messing with my mind. It's distorting my thoughts.

I am having a hard time locating God's spirit in me right now.
How many challenges can I possibly face
before I crumble under the pressure?
I feel lost.

I am having a hard time wanting to keep going on this path.*
I'm tired. I want to rest.