i had forgotten your laugh. i had forgotten your smile. i had forgotten your eyes. i had forgotten the way you whispered on the phone. i had forgotten the way you hated your thigh. i had forgotten Sam and Alex. i had forgotten how you giggled when i cried. i had forgotten why you giggled when i cried. i had forgotten the nights i didn't like myself. i had forgotten your favorite color. i had forgotten how big your ambitions were. i had forgotten it all. but i will never forget the color of your hair.