I hate your smell that lingers in my nose.
I hate the feeling of your skin on mine.
I hate my ears and how they're filled with your voice.

I hate my mind for replaying our perfect memories.
And I hate my eyes for watching.
I hate my tongue and how your name rolls right off it.
And I hate my mouth for refusing to catch the sound.

I hate my fingers for remembering the contours of your face.
I hate my feet for walking your way.
I hate my bed for being so big.
I hate this town for being so small.

I hate every book, t.v. show, movie, and song for reminding me of you.
I hate my heart for hurting so much.
I hate my soul for breaking in two.

but
if that stunning smile shall grace your perfect face, if joy will fill your eyes, if your laugh will carry through the air and capture someones attention, and if LOVE will lead you to someone else to find your happily ever after...

**Then I'm happy to say I'll love my hell and all it's warm weather.