Perhaps
it was the way you drank your tea?
or how you smiled when you spoke
of the stars at night?
or why you cried every night at 10pm?

Perhaps
it was when you left?
or when you came back to me?
or was it when this was over?
and we lay on the fresh cut grass
spilled into each other?

Perhaps
it was when your granddad died?
or was it when you laughed and
told me you were happy?
or was it when you smoke?

Perhaps
it was when you told me you
loved me?
or when you told me you
hate me?
was it then?

Perhaps
it was all of these?
because they made you,
you?
but I don't want to be pushed away

So perhaps we can't go on,
it's for the best,
i promise you

So perhaps I'm sorry for the
late notice
but you didn't seem too
attached to me anyway