For the first time in months, I can finally be myself, I can finally open my eyes and heart to tell you everything I've been holding in, been struggling to find my heart again, to tell you my days have even become hard to breathe in.
Instead of hitting myself and letting my eyes cry me to sleep, I started being me and I missed me. The sad lonely me but somewhat content with life me. The no longer angry at the world me, the no longer I will scratch your eyes out if you even think of asking me a question.