Apr 2014
Sometimes i just don't feel like im really there
Sitting in class with this ridiculous blank stare
Giving people the impression that i just don't care.. but i do
I often times hate myself and im sure you hate me to
I mean it's not like i talk anyways ...
Sitting in class with this ridiculous blank stare
Giving people the impression that i just don't care.. but i do
I often times hate myself and im sure you hate me to
I mean it's not like i talk anyways ...
I feel like nobody really knows the real me , what goes on in my head, and how i truly feel... i put on this front and try my hardest to hold onto one thing that made me atleast a tad bit happy for as long as possible so i don't brang people down .. but at the same timw when i do talk and i am in an amazing mood i feel like what i say doesn't really matter like ... everything i say is stupid and i feel like saying "im funny i promise i wasn't being serious" with this fake smile ....
