I'm proud to be out of my mind and in God's control. I'm happy to say that He owns my soul. My name is written in the book of life. So why then do I cut my arms with a knife? I try to think of thoughts that are good. I'd lead a saner life if I could. I have Christ's example to follow. I feel this misery's so hollow. I think of things I've done and said. And my mind feels so cold and dead. Yet I find hope in God's good love. I can feel Him blessing me from above. Yes, there is hope in Jesus.