I wish I could tell you that after we texted last night, I cried for the fear that I might lose you. I wish I could tell you that I still think about you all the time. And I often hope that you could be more in my life. I wish I could tell you that I dreamt about you last night. We made love like we did the first time; On the floor of your bedroom because your plushie collection took up the space on your bed... I didn't mind. I could smell you in my sleep and it made me so happy. I wish I could tell you that I love you too... And more than just a friend. I wish I could tell you that I want to kiss you... That I want to hold you... That I want to love you like you deserve to be kissed, held, and loved. I wish I could tell you that I wrote this about you. But I can't. Because it might **** you.