Hell* is at my door knocking in some rhetorical rhyme mimicking the voices inside my head
"Get out of my ******* house" screams my fathers voice as his fist hits the yellow walls of our dainty but quaint kitchen.
"You're just going to end up pregnant" my mothers shill voice cries out reminiscing in her past mistakes blaming me for her horrible life.
"I was just your friend because i felt bad for you" whined my best friend of ten years swearing up and down that I was a jealous, no good, compulsive liar.
"It just wasn't meant to be" his voice echoed to my soul breaking me down piece by piece and walking away forever
My own personal hell trapping me in the confines of the people I love the most Haunting me with their displeasure tormenting me to death
But death sounds like the perfect escape away from this profane hell occupying my home, mind, soul, and heart who's still knocking at my door.
I broke down tonight and wrote what pains my heart the most. These past few months have been hell for me and i need to escape.