There are some days when my thoughts curl up my throat to seal my lips with red hot wax and I cannot even try to open my mouth. There are some days when fear is a sharp-clawed monster on my tongue held inside only by a pearl white cage. There are some days that I count my words like grains of rice because one too many can open floodgates. But recently there are most days when thoughts of you break the wax seal, when thoughts of you calm the dangerous beast, when thoughts of you dry up the flood, and words come tumbling off my tongue dripping honey and lavender and wide open vowels. I talk about you to anyone who will listen