I lost you in between rainy windows and sad jazz songs we put on repeat. He told me he would never let me fall apart but the thing I don't want to be put back together. He said he'd wait for me, that I would change my mind, but we know I'll always be this way. I lost you somewhere in green fields overflowing with fireflies lighting up our darkest night. He said he knew if I just tried to love him things would work out! He said he could feel the connection even if I couldn't see it yet. I love you, and I don't love him, but I lost you somewhere between rainy windows and sad jazz songs. I don't love him.
I wish he'd stop trying to love me. And I wish the one I loved would admit his feelings.