Today I felt a hand on my lower back, I exhaled and wished it was yours.

When I saw it wasn't I felt a wave of disappointment and I remembered you dont want me at all

And it hurts to know that because I want you so badly it physically hurts

I want your touch to be warm and inviting not cold and rigid

I want you to be as happy to see me as I am to see you

I just want you to want me

Is that to much to ask