Contemplating suicidal thoughts Making plans Setting locations Not caring what happens Broken Hurt Alone Words that ran through my head A broken record of past events Events that killed me inside Ripped me to shreads Discarded my carcass And left me Remembering last words of those who hate me Words that haugnt my thoughts Stalk my actions Break my soul People who caused me so much misery Can rest easy now Free of a burden Free of me A light shines through My thoughts soften My actions cease I hold my head up My heart pounds I felt the warmth I stand strong Feel my saddness melt My emotions concentrate on one thing people who do care I'm not alone I never was I have people who care When I break When I cry When I fall They soothe me Pick me up Make me believe I will be alright People who love me Want me here Need me here Friends who would miss me Cry when I left Die when I was gone Family who loves me Cares for me Won't let me go I stand Letting go Letting go of my enimies Of their hate Their problems I stand Proud of myself Alive and well
I wrote this on the verge of leaving my heavy depressive state.