Double edged sword
You gave them your word
Not a necessity
But a possessive desire
Got burnt by the fire
But it felt so good
Doing new things you’ve never done before
Inhibitions released and spirits soar
New trails being blazed and opened doors
Then the question come up, what you really here for?
When they’re happy it’s because they love you
When they’re horny it’s because they wanna fuck you
When they’re mad all they wanna do is diss you
And when they’re sorry it’s because you got a shoulder to cry on and sympathetic tissues
And the situations can be reciprocal
As you put each other on that pedestal
You try to fit in each other’s schedule
And be together in the time residual
Sometimes you wanna kill them
Then you look back at the times when
You used to think they might have been heaven sent
And made changes and sacrifices as if every day was Lent
The break up
The make up
The forgiveness fuck
All that nonsense for what?
To get your blood boiling
Just part of everyday mortal coiling
Suffer in the pain just toiling
Just forget about it blow it off its just annoying
You talk about kids, a house and a family
During a late night-early morning talk over some coffee
Thinking about the future is interesting
But you can’t predict so just wait and see
Then you got that real drama
Like a bullshit soap opera
Know when it’s coming it ain’t ever a shocker
Just keep your mouth shut to keep good karma
Double edged sword
You gave them your word
Not a necessity
But a possessive desire
Got burnt by the fire
But it felt so good
Thinking they’re gonna be the death of you
But it doesn’t matter when it’s just them and you
In bed getting close making moves
Not caring letting loose with nothing to prove
Because you both know about that sex
That it’s just the best
When you ain’t gotta worry what comes next
And all the dramatic and arguments can be put to rest
All the jealousy
Emotionally
Devotionally
Taking its toll you see
Misunderstandings
Demanding
Reprimandings
Seeing where you’re both standing
This whole time I’ve been talking about you and I
You’re the only thing take makes me aware that I’m alive
The reason I survive
Every day with you on my side
So stop with the opposition
I got one mission
No compromising positions
So look me in the eye and listen
I love you
I hate you
I need you
I want you
I don’t know what’ll happen today
And tomorrow’s too far away
We're way past yesterday
I guess what I’m trying to say is
All that matters is you and me
And all that we can ever be
Is loyal and honest to the highest degree
And try to take it one step at a time rationally
And walk hand in hand through our clandestine destiny
Double edge sword
I gave you my word
She got the best of me
I’m no liar
So cut me, slash me
I’d die for her