I always thought I was insane for everything I did. I realized that I am insane because I didn't go insane while going through this insanity. I have two lives to live. There are two different worlds, and I have no idea who I am. Nor can I find who I am. I am lost with no path to guide me. I have a choice to make. Should I stay lost for what seems like forever? Or should I start looking for it? Should I start looking for it so it could guide me down the right path? Where do I belong? These steps that I leave are like marks in the sand, they wash away. They are lost forever, such as I. I am Insane!