He handed it to me when I was 25, with a Cheshire cat smile, knowing it wasn't my team, and liking it all the better for it. I wore it, reluctantly, the Kelly green of it a traffic cone warning others not to get too close brim worn thin on the edges where he was always making sure it sat ...just. right. until the shamrocks stitched to the side could no longer mask the shackles I tore it off set it ablaze in the front yard and let my soft ginger curls fly free in the breeze, finally mine again.