I haven't cried in so long so long... it's been so long... a year it will be a year in May a year a year since I've seen my home with countless more till I return it's been so long since I've felt the pain homesickness was something I'd never experienced until the plane approached that perfect island until I stepped off and the sun soaked into my soul and I took a deep breath and knew I was finally home you can't tell me that's not home YOU CAN'T I WILL FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU I WILL FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU I WILL FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU someday, somehow I will return to the only place I could stay forever to the only place that breaks down my walls the only place that still makes me cry I can't believe it's been a year since I've seen home
I know it's all for Metamorphosis and crap but god it hurts so much. I thought I'd forgotten, thought I'd accepted my fate to be marooned forever. I cannot be marooned forever. What am I going to do?