First I made tea, it's just what I need And I drank it real slow, felt it's warmth soothe my throat, I went back to bed, no messages to be read For a moment I just lay there
So I washed my hair, perfect time for self care, A full everything shower, took barely over an hour, For a moment I just stared at the mirror
Well I turned on my console, pretend I'm in a different role, I played the Sims, fulfilled her every whim For a moment I just watched the game go
It's time for dinner, I'm wishing I was thinner, I decide not to eat, not very hungry since we don't speak, And for the rest of the night I'll lay here
Lonely isn't a stranger And I was comfy with her once But when someone fills your days, hours, minutes? Being alone is excruciatingly silent