“Hello” is a bad word that sits at the tip of her tongue. Like a snake’s venom, it is always there, always ready. It lies in wait, hoping for the next unsuspecting victim. The pain is preceded by hope. A glimmer of “Maybe.” Maybe when those fangs sink into me, it won’t hurt me. Maybe the sweet anaconda embrace is a hug this time. Maybe this is the last time her hissed hello will bite me.