I am what I chose to be, A calamity I rose to be, Ascension of it all was a prayer, To be no hearts souvenir, To dispell,be forgotten and veiled, Now, Within claws of solitude have I been enslaved, I begged for his pity, Now I am scarred, A misfortunate heart, Who can't decipher right or wrong, Who is woven in a sorrowful song, A decor of stars I wished to be, Tranquility in me I wished to see, I prayed to him, To slay the moon , For me to be the vessel for it's light to swoon.