Sacrified everything İ had, yet it remained the same.
Ceased expecting anything, indifferent İ became.

Ceased expressing preferences, feeling it is pointless.
Silence born from exhaustion and hopelesness.

Blind to what was evil.
Your tainted soul being deceitful.

Destroying everything alive in me, planting grief seeds.
As İ became someone İ barely recognize, a reflection of your needs.

Never ending feeling of emptiness.
Fate forcing me to loneliness.

Dreams abandoned, laughter, flowers fade.
Remembering who İ am, knowing İ will never be the same.

Detachment transforming into contempt.
Finally allowing me to recognize your true scent.

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                                              *Ş.Ü