Hating happiness is disgusting. Seeing these yellow flowers bloom vibrantly Sick breathing in undeserved air as laughs slap our lungs dry. I know Every time I smile I do the world injustice. I wish to cauterize my lips shut black with soot. I do not deserve this. Happiness
sometimes I talk to people and laugh a lot, and a few moments later I'm in the bathroom feeling like vomiting.