I didn’t think it was possible to **** a cactus, but I have. Cactus corpse lies on the drooping shelf the spikes, once full of stabs and stings, now limp and lifeless (but scars on my fingers prove it did cut me) even the lamp misses the cactus’ prickly presence, refusing to raise its head rusty radiator moans loudly, mourning the loss I don’t think I’ll ever keep a plant again. disappointment of the death has left a longer-lasting mark than scars on my fingers and I can't bring myself to move its corpse from the lonely old shelf