I cried myself to sleep Saying nobody would ever love me If only we could be I wouldn't have to weep
Then my wish came true But I should've been careful what I asked for My love life now isn't a bore But now, I don't know what to do
I've started talking to a new boy And I told him I didn't love him And that only made him act grim Treating me like a toy
And he asked why I wouldn't date him, because he was so great And I felt guilty because I had asked for love I had been embracing my freedom, like a pure dove But that didn't mean I wouldn't date
I just don't want my happiness to be a lack But the most you are to me is a brother And my heart belongs to another Someone that will never love me back.
this is my 45th poem, written on 11/11/23. sighhh I was so dumb