I wish I knew what to say to you,
I wish I knew what to do.
I know it's foolish, I really do,
But I can't help, I keep crawling back to you.
The way you tried,
The way I ignored it.
The way you cared,
Annoyed, I avoided
Talking to you,
But now I regret that too.
I can't help but think about you.
Now my wishes would never come true,
For I gave the wrong impression to you.
And I tried to stop,
But my heart wouldn't let me through
The glass walls that keep me away from you.
My emotions
Always look at me,
Gossiping the toxic traits I try so hard to leave.
They come and go,
But I'm always hostage in the same cage,
Where jealousy keeps killing me and my days.
So please forgive me and my ways
Of telling you to talk to me while I'm lost in my own haze.
It means nothing if I don't listen, too,
But I can't find my words to come and talk to you.
I've done you wrong, and I know it's true
I just wish I could come back to you.
But instead, I keep on drowning,
Sinking in a bleeding wound,
Whispering to myself how much I love you...