we love each other with all our hearts and who could ask for more? but when you listed your favorite girls i was only number four
i'm not mad at you for loving your aunt and i encourage you to love your mother but you also put your favorite music artist before your own lover
and i know i'm overreacting and fourth isn't even the worst but it still pains my heart because on my list, you were first.
this was my 34th poem, written on 10/21/23. my ex asked me to rank my fav guys, and so he was number one, but I was number four when he ranked his fav girls. when I expressed my sadness to him, he said that he meant number four as number one, and his list was backwards. like uhmmmm ok