I   will continue to write you so many ******* dead friend poems
I want to revisit the place where we all met
Time went by so slow at first but now,
You’ll be gone for more years than we had you.
Still, i think it’s needed to go back.
Nostalgic maybe.

Or maybe I’ll get there
It will hit me
I’ll try to smile and i will mean it but
It’ll also be sad and hard to remember
Maybe healing but ..

I  know,

You won’t be there
There’s no blood there
there’s no life there,
there’s no you there.