Such a mess, am I really? Scared to fall in love, still longing for one. One makes my heart smile One makes my eyes shine Do I really deserve your love? Am I capable of something this pure? None of your fav Ed Sheeran songs; I fit into yet you make me the muse. Want you and not. Oh boy what have you got yourself into. You said it was 9 years of longing, I am scared, I don't deserve this love.