the bath soap scent from my childhood. the one my mother would bring home every sunday; for me to wash but never feel clean. it stings, but no longer seeps into cuts like antiseptic. it smells like sorrow, loneliness, and pain yet the scent on my skin doesnβt make me sad. i think of the girl and what the girl would think of me. how far weβve come; and how we share the same scent on older skin.