4:21am, and I’m not sure where the hours went Wondering if it’s worth it all, all of the wasted time spent? Struggling to keep myself around Plummeting deep into the ground The line I crossed is where I’m bound A game of lost and never found
4:32am, and I’m not sure when it started Wondering if I deserve it all, whatever left me broken hearted? A shallow rise for a deeper low If I swallow lies then I can’t let go It’s always yes when it should be no But I reminisce what I used to know
4:43am, and I’m not sure how it ended Wondering if I divert it all, will I come out the other side mended? I hide in thoughts buried in my head Live inside the plots I made up instead I can’t revive when I know I’m dead And I won’t survive in the life I’ve led
4:54am, and I’m not sure if I’m myself again Wondering if I revert it all, can I go back in time before it all began? I knew it’s wrong but it felt too right I grew so strong but I lost the fight Intertwined with the depths of night It’s where I find just a glimmer of light