First I nurse the realization That this pain will echo And in all my attempts to grasp it And keep it close to my lungs It weaves itself into my breath And spills out into the open Seeping into the damp earth Whistling between the fog Sinking among the morning dew And slowly creeping it’s way close to you My hands are far too unstable To offer you some peace I’d give you my bones and everything That I thought I could be I would wrap it in the flowers That we wished for our garden But this pain it’s too unpredictable It leaps away from me It touches anyone who dares To give me a moment of their time and when they tell me they are sorry We both begin our decline This grief, she sits at the table It’s never just you and I This pain it always echoes Bouncing between your words And mine