There’s a feeling called the drifting force that makes you want to shift your course and find a better vector on boring study nights.
They’re so many things a girl starts missing, like hugging, dancing and oh, yes kissing, when she lets a dry syllabus control her life.
After several hours of intensive reading, your intuition is that what you’re needing, is something we’ll politely call ‘delights’.
But you make the almost painful choice and factor out your inner voice and you pick up yet another book and not a boy, because, you see - it’s really a necessity, not a choice.